A sobering reality. A spys life is a lonely life. If i were to go into the CIA i would never be able to tell you where i have been or why. I would never be able to tell you anything about my job. Sometimes you sacrifice things for good reasons. A spys life is full of mistrust. I trust you guys. Granted im not a spy. Not that i would tell you if i was. Mabye im looking to far into the future. Who knows, Mabye ill be the little school teacher that everyone loves. Mabye ill have 14 cats and no husband. My point is this, we dont know who we will be in 5 or 10 years. We can plan, and hope, but we dont know what we will go through in the future. That is probably a good thing. If i was told when i was 6 that i would actually have friends, i would have been hopeful but probably doubt it would happen. Sometimes you have to go through the trials to be able to look back and say that you have grown stronger. I know that this post is serious, but sometimes you need someone to slap you in the face with reality. In my case it happened to be a book/myself. Dont get me wrong i am not aiming for your face. Mabye you already know. Anyway sometimes we need to wake up. Its reality. And its not happy.
just a reminder for all of you who have forgotten..... (plus im bored bored bored!) my book blog has books, and my short story that im expanding on. I am soon going to be putting my previous story that i am still working on, but have not finished :) go ahead and take a look! thanks for reading!!
p.s. its called cozy book corner, look in my favorite blogs
I just went to youth conference at snow college :) so great! i had sosoo much fun! the ropes course was so fun!!! (even if i had to sing in order not to be scared) I had a GREAT GREAT time! our dorms were fantastic! the boys played a prank....hahah they silly stringed the laurels dorm, and poured water on them.... it was eventful!! then at 4 in the morning, i half sleep walked down the hall to another room, cuz i thought it was mine and that Whitney (sutton)(laurel) was gonna get mad at me for wearing her socks. even though i wasn't wearing her socks.....hahaha so very eventful! the dance was pretty much a downer....but then our leaders went to walmart and got us cards, and icecream! so we had fun! and then we went to the Manti pagaent and it was great! some of it was way dramatic, but it was mostly spiritual! oh and all of this isn't neccessarily in order....just so ya know. the water games we did in cloudy weather so it was really cold! but it was fun!! i had a counseler named STEPH, and she was really great!
some of my new/old favorite movies!!
My dear friend clair had a birthday! Now sh'es 15 :D
Reasons Clair is GREAT!
1. she smiles ALL THE TIME!
2. She reads the greatest books
3. She might just be the nicest person on earth
4. She is like a fish....she couldn't live without water... well none of us could but ya'll know what i mean
5. She always brightens my day :) always
I have known clair since i was 6. But we didn't really become good friends until 4th Grade when i didn't have any friends and she let me join her group. Ever since then we have been great friends. :) We played signs, quelf, and other odd games mrs. Arminen gave us to try. Clair really made my life amazing. If she wouldn't have been my friend, well who knows if i would even have any. For all we know i could have been a druggie in a corner..... well mabye not. id like to think myself a little more responsible.....but think what you may. :) Even now that she has moved away, we have always kept in touch. I look forward to the day when i can see her in person again. :)
Happy Birthday CLAIR! i hope you have had a wonderful one!
Why can't i procrastinate? Why can't i skip school? Is it because im destined for something greater? Should i be doing these things because im not? Am i destined for something greater? Are we? Is everyone destined for something but little choices slowly bring up down?
At this moment in time i am writing my short story for english. I dont know what its called yet but its gonna be good i can feel it :) anyway on my book Blog i am going to be posting a chapter a week. Only a chapter cuz i cant fit the whole thing on there. Mind you this is only a short story so i didnt go into a lot of detail and its not the best writing cuz im not an author yet :) another thing... If you guys have a twitter you can follow me. Im Bayliebenson :) Haha so anyway i call it my little bursts of happiness :D Haha well thats pretty much everything. Love you!!! Thanks for reading!!!
so I've been pretty busy. like REALLY busy. Tonight i got inducted into the Summit chapter of the National Junior Honors Society. way fun. uh huh. anyway so my friends were there and it was cool :) heres a picture.
Fablehaven 5 is a fantastic book it was great!!! Really the whole series is fantastic!!! I wont spoil it for anyone but you guys just have to read it i mean really truly its amazing:)
fowolling the example of my fellow bloggers.... lol ok so i don't know if you guys knew this but i have a book blog. its called the cozy corner of books with jazz :) orsomething like that. if you go to my favorite blogs on the right side youll see the link :) books i espcially enjoyed are there... i am trying to post more so :) 
okwell thats asmuch as i have patience for at the moment so goodbye. check out my blogWE ARE THE CHAMPIoNS!!!! and i played a litte bit and i made a steal pictures coming soon :D:D :D <# ya! though still mad at coach a bit
a couple things.
1. I HATE being a bench warmer and then being wrongly accused of being not there wow really?
2. i am just sweating through my eyes. NOT crying
3. anyone else kindof afraid of the foreign exchange students?! i am :)
let me explain the whole bench warmer thing. so I had a game today and i was soooo pumped! i was making shots before it started and i was getting excited, and then coach told me at halftime he probablywouldn't put me in. and he didn't. you wanna know why? cuz he said i missed 2 weeks of practice. I missed 1 and it was because i was sick and my mom wrote the coach a note saying that i couldn't go. the note never got deliverd apparently. But thats not the only problem. this is not the first time i have been left out of a game. and guess what there are 2 other people who have been gone for a week or more and he NEVER made them miss a game. THis is the only season where i have actually considered quitting basketball. seriously considered it. but i decided that i wasn't a quiter. oh and my mom decided that its her problem but its not but whatever. my team stood up for me today :) well at least myfriends on the team :) anyway so tell me do you think its fair that i got benched? i think its kinda hypocritical. wow anyway thats my story. oh wait the whole sweating throughmy eyes thing. well i admit i cried after thegame today. even though we won.
