A sobering reality. A spys life is a lonely life. If i were to go into the CIA i would never be able to tell you where i have been or why. I would never be able to tell you anything about my job. Sometimes you sacrifice things for good reasons. A spys life is full of mistrust. I trust you guys. Granted im not a spy. Not that i would tell you if i was. Mabye im looking to far into the future. Who knows, Mabye ill be the little school teacher that everyone loves. Mabye ill have 14 cats and no husband. My point is this, we dont know who we will be in 5 or 10 years. We can plan, and hope, but we dont know what we will go through in the future. That is probably a good thing. If i was told when i was 6 that i would actually have friends, i would have been hopeful but probably doubt it would happen. Sometimes you have to go through the trials to be able to look back and say that you have grown stronger. I know that this post is serious, but sometimes you need someone to slap you in the face with reality. In my case it happened to be a book/myself. Dont get me wrong i am not aiming for your face. Mabye you already know. Anyway sometimes we need to wake up. Its reality. And its not happy.
just a reminder for all of you who have forgotten..... (plus im bored bored bored!) my book blog has books, and my short story that im expanding on. I am soon going to be putting my previous story that i am still working on, but have not finished :) go ahead and take a look! thanks for reading!!
p.s. its called cozy book corner, look in my favorite blogs
I just went to youth conference at snow college :) so great! i had sosoo much fun! the ropes course was so fun!!! (even if i had to sing in order not to be scared) I had a GREAT GREAT time! our dorms were fantastic! the boys played a prank....hahah they silly stringed the laurels dorm, and poured water on them.... it was eventful!! then at 4 in the morning, i half sleep walked down the hall to another room, cuz i thought it was mine and that Whitney (sutton)(laurel) was gonna get mad at me for wearing her socks. even though i wasn't wearing her socks.....hahaha so very eventful! the dance was pretty much a downer....but then our leaders went to walmart and got us cards, and icecream! so we had fun! and then we went to the Manti pagaent and it was great! some of it was way dramatic, but it was mostly spiritual! oh and all of this isn't neccessarily in order....just so ya know. the water games we did in cloudy weather so it was really cold! but it was fun!! i had a counseler named STEPH, and she was really great!
