A sobering reality. A spys life is a lonely life. If i were to go into the CIA i would never be able to tell you where i have been or why. I would never be able to tell you anything about my job. Sometimes you sacrifice things for good reasons. A spys life is full of mistrust. I trust you guys. Granted im not a spy. Not that i would tell you if i was. Mabye im looking to far into the future. Who knows, Mabye ill be the little school teacher that everyone loves. Mabye ill have 14 cats and no husband. My point is this, we dont know who we will be in 5 or 10 years. We can plan, and hope, but we dont know what we will go through in the future. That is probably a good thing. If i was told when i was 6 that i would actually have friends, i would have been hopeful but probably doubt it would happen. Sometimes you have to go through the trials to be able to look back and say that you have grown stronger. I know that this post is serious, but sometimes you need someone to slap you in the face with reality. In my case it happened to be a book/myself. Dont get me wrong i am not aiming for your face. Mabye you already know. Anyway sometimes we need to wake up. Its reality. And its not happy.
Sunday, June 20, 2010
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Downer much Bay??
I have always wondered what it would be like if my best friend was a secret agent or whatever.
You can do anything you want to. Make goals, achieve them, and you'll get there.
The only way you'll know that CIA isn't for you is if you have, prayed and pondered it, fasted, patriarchal blessing, all that good stuff! Yes it is far in advance but for me, I want to be a nurse. I have made little goals to achieve that, like talking grade 11 courses in Grade 10 so that I have time for extra courses in Grade 11 because I have to do science, math, bio, and chem. I have made these little goals to help me out. If plans change, I know I can find a job that requires math and science besides a nurse. If I am going to go on a mission, I will change my plans according but right now, My glass is half Full and I am going to go forward in life with a list of goals and a huge smile on my face because I know that I can do anything. =)
Don't be so negative. I love you.
haha clair you are my angel... your what ive been praying for :) thanks
:) my new blog is thesillylifeofclair.blogspot.com
baylie. i still don't understand why you posted that. it was soo negative. it makes me sad :(. why?
sorry for making you sad. I don't know i was sad that day, and i was thinking about alot, i had to write it down and my blog was the closest thing.sorry for making you sad. I'm much happier!
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