christmas

ok I forgot about christmas.... wow! ok this is what I got
-camera
-BIG thing of scrapbook stuff
-a shirt
-(all the girls)(which means sharing) polkadot flat iron
haha sorry bout forgetting!! lol love ya'll!!

ok its time for me to post again. I got my permit! last week on monday! and yesterday I was in this Brand new year thing, the new mutual theme for 2010 is..........(drumroll)

Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the Lord thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest.- 2010 mutual theme :D

the song is very great too!!
the picture up there is me and my friend chelsey! at the surprise party I threw for my friend caitlin :)
p.s.picnik rocks!

ruff ruff ruff, ruff ruff ruff, woof woof woof woof ruff!

in case you didn't know that it Jingle bells by the dogs, I was listening to it on the radio, and I thought it was kinda weird truly. ok I decided that, I am going to post pictures every single time I post. thats one of my new year goals :) it will prob be randomly connected in some odd way. I really want a cute hat that is cute. you know what I mean? I need a hat that is cute that I can wear but doesn't make me look like a boy.... so I need a hat. there are really cute ones at forever 21 but I have like a phobia of hats. I'm afraid that they will make my hair greasy? is that weird?
so anyway I love glee but its over, and as was pointed out to me it encourages homosexualism. which is just getting us used to the idea. you know what obama just did? he passed a law that says saying anything bad about a gay or lesbian is considered a hate crime and its worse than if you commit something against your family. and guess what just flew out the window? our FREEDOM OF SPEECH! if there was ever a gay or lesbian president we wouldn't be able to say anything against them. HOW COMPLETLY AND UTTERLY STUPID OF CONGRESS. I just don't know what the heck was going through their minds. how long until we are all desenitized? I wonder if Obama can get impeached because of this? you think? hmmmm mabye I should write a letter. addressed to the presdent. do you think he would read it? haha I doubt it. he probably doesnt have time since he is accepting a peace prize in norway which again HE DOESN"T DESERVE!!! wow
ok on a happier subject last night I threw a surprise party for my friend. which leads me to this. Annika came to the party, annika is one of my best friends. shes so funny and i learn something new everyday about her. the pic at the top is just me and her at a football game I think last summer,,, shes so funny!
thanks for reading!<3 baylie bee

thanks for reading :) (dont skip to the bottom)

ok I haven't posted in a while and its been sooo busy I just have NO time wow! ok so I got into the play at school, and then basket ball every single school day I dont get home til 5:45, on a good day. then I have piano and mutual and all that fun stuff. UGH UGH UGH! I just have to keep myself busy I guess. ok so I'm really bad about my contacts. I keep sleeping with them in which is super bad for my eyes. so I'm giving my eyes a break. I am wearing glasses right now. I am blind. I mean really truly blind I can't see anything! I forgot how nearsighted I am!. ok biology is so fascinating for me! I just think its so cool, to learn about cells, and the mitochandria, and DNA and RNA and wow it just blows my mind! I really really want to be a criminal phschologist. the only problem is that its as many years as medical school. so basically I have to get my PH D. you ask why I wan't to be a criminal phscho (Im shortening the name btw)? because criminals are fascinating for me. why did they break the law. what pushed them over the edge. they are so many possibilities I mean wow. Every person needs someone to be their friend and thats what I'm going to do. ok my 5 TOP jobs are....
1. Crimial Phscho
2. Linguist Specialist(CIA)
3. FBI
4. Teacher (5th grade or jr.high)
5. forensic phscho (watch bones you will understand)
haha kinda funny, apparently I really want to work for the government. haha ok anyway. Thanksgiving was great it was amazing in fact. I was kinda sad at the beginning because I was talking to my great grandma and she was so fragile, and ready to die. her skin was like tissue paper. It was sorta depressing. I dont want her to die naturally but if its what heavenly father wants then its what will happen. she is ready to go and be with my great granpa again. she's looking forward to it. I am getting really old too. I mean I'm 15 I can drive (as soon as I go get my drivers permit) I get to date in less than 10 months can you believe that? I know and the first sememster is almost done. Oh dear my life is flashing before my eyes and I am doing nothing to stop it. what am I gonna tell my children? that I just let life slip by? oh dear ok lets be more happy shall we? did you know I hardly ever even have time to read anymore? let alone get on the internet. which is probably a good thing. Ive told myself I'm going to start running again. I need to lose some weight. now don't start bugging me I know I'm not fat and I'm not going to go anorexic on you. you know what anorexia and belimia would be so horrible to go through please don't ever ever EVER do that. promise me this, you can't die before i do. let me die first... ok really I need to get off this topic of dieing.
ok so I found my CTR ring :) and i made this cute as a button new friend. her name is emma and she is probably one of the biggest blessings in my life right now. you know sometimes i feel as if school is something to escape to. some people eat, I readboooks. but sometimes school is a place to relax and stress at the same time. its a place to exercise my mind and my personality. thats another thing I don't have a personality I am like an empty shell sure there is some that is me... but I just don't feel like its truly me. I don't even know who the true me is anymore. I dont think i ever knew... you know I think that this is the longest post for a long time. I hope you read all of it otherwise you will never know what is going on in my life. ok I think boys are dumb I mean no offense to their gender but I almost wish I could go back to my 6 year old self when I believed that boys have cooties. you know it is SO pointless to date before you're 16 or even have a steady boyfriend when your 16 you know why? because boys are unpredictable but predictable at the same time. sometimes you know what their thinking and sometimes you don't. why take the time to unravel a mystery when you could be hanging out with you best friends haveing girl time? girl time right now i think is more important than boy time. now I'm not suggesting to like go and totally have a boy strike and not even talk to them no. I mean I have guy friends but they all know that I don't like anyone like that and they are courteous. and in turn I tell them what not to do when they like a girl. haha wwell thats how it goes. really though don't do it your just opening your heart for a dagger. or at least pain. snow is a truly beautiful thing. its sparkly and it comes with a fire and hot chocolate. who doesn't love that? apparently some people. I think that I need to open up to other people more. I love to give advice and help people feel better. but I dont like talking to others about my problems. infact I dont tell anyone. I mean occasionally I tell you a snippet or so of whats going on but I guess I am just someone who doesn't like my feelings to be known. thats how you get hurt. like laying yourself on the table for someone to scrutenize and judge you. NO THANKS. but truthfully this is probably the most open and honest post that Ive written for a while. I just want to keep writing. I probably shouldn't though. oh well. the tips of my fingers are freezing. you know what? friends are the light in the abyss of darkness that encumbers us. friends and the gospel. I truly believe that friends and the gospel can pull you out of almost anything. I love you guys so much. for being my friend and reading this and making a blog so that I can read it. wow you guys are incredible and beautiful, and amazing and words that I don't even know. you guys are truly something. more than anything else. and I'm not just saying that. I mean it with my whole heart and my whole soul. you know this blog post did not go as I meant it to go lol. guess what? my aunt comes home from her mission on the 20th. I'm sooooo exited! and my other aunt got married to a wonderful man. life is pain, anyone who says different is selling somthing. but guess what? its also wonderful. and happy. it gives us strength and helps us along. and thats how the savior is. he helps you up when you are down, and gives you comfort when you need it. my life is truly something with the gospel in it. I don't know where I would be without it. I thank everyone that has been apart of my life. I hope that they know that I love them and that I would do anything for them. mabye not kill myself, but mostly anything. hey and if you ever need some lifting up give me a call, or email, or facebook message, or txt or anything anytime!I love you guys more than I can say and I'm more than grateful for you. thanks for reading this extremly long post. and if you just skipped to the end you missed all the good parts :) haha well I do need to go to bed now so I am going to say good night! goodnight! :)

I cut my hair!

Birthdays are good for you. Statistics show that the people who have the most live the longest

it was my birthday on OCTOBER 25,and i had a very nice birthday! thankyou!!! thankyou to everyone who sent me a txt email, vocalness, etc i loved it!! thanks!!

Wedding and random rambles

ok so my aunt kim got married yesterday to a great guy and she is gorgeus! I love her to death! it was a fun wedding! I love it!
ok now for my random rambles.....(drumroll)
ok so I've been reading these books that are really great and their really intense and they are pretty awesome, and I found my come unto the mountain bracelet and my halloween costume is planned but its a secret so those of you I have told DONT TELL cuz its gonna be way INTENSE, so ya, and cassidy got a phone, and my birthday is in 7days, and im really exited so ya, today was really intense and really hurtful cuz well my kidneys hurt and my lower spine and my appendix so i was just aching but then i took some ibphrophen so i was all good, my new favorite show is GLEE its soo awesome, and today in seminary we bore our testimonys and I cried and annika cried and stephen cried (cuz he's a true man :)) haha I have so much more respect for stephen now, and ya it was amazing lots of people were crying so ya it was way fun so ya and ok so i was gonna say something but now I have forgotton so I will say someitnig in german, Ich Mochte kuchen I think that means i like cake but I'm not sure, my hand is getting a cramp from writing this and you are probably getting a headache from reading this, I decided that i love owl city cuz their amazing, and my friend emma is sooooo awesomely awesome so ya its so fun and ya oh I remember what i was gonna tell you..... ok so jake liked me but then he doesn't anymore, so now i found out that JOSH likes me and so now its way intense cuz he's KINDOF a jerk and i dont' really want him to like me but apparently he does, guess what he did? HE THREATENED ME WITH A SPIDER i mean come on pluhze, so it was ya crazy so ya now my head hurts making this so i should probably stop now so i am going to! oh and one more thing..... I am drownding in stress.... but ya just drowning WHY DOES HIGHSCHOOL HAVE TO BE SOOO HARD!!
bye ya'll loveya!

Alls Fair in Love War and Highschool

ok well now that I'm in highschool it is VERY vERY HARD!!! like really its like wow are you trying to swamp us? haha today is kindof an off day it was a pretty light load.
Cross country has started and I had my first meet the other day and I got 18:43 I know I know it was pretty aweseom! I have another one todayso we will see
I also tried out for the play... I made it!! my name is Billie Holder, I'm a banker!
as for love.... we will wait and see...

Young Women's :) Rose!

ok so in young womens we did this cool rose/herb class! it was way awesome!!
so first we ate rose sndwhiches, with bread and butter and a little bit of rose sugar and a rose petal in the middle, and it was way good! so that was good, and we had rose salad, and this rose drink, that actually kinda tasted like my moms perfume.... but it was good. and there were these rose truffles.... THEY WERE SOOO GOOD!!! yummy just thinking about them makes my mouth water. So we did that and then we watched margerate make this oatmeal rose facial stuff that feels really good and it really cleanses your face. then we did nail/ cuticle oil, and headache oil, and these poperei bag things and bath salt and sugared roses! It was way fun! and so now my room smells like oils and its smells good like lilacs :) so that was super fun so ya! :)

SCHOOLIO!

ok school has started and Ive been sooo busy you can't even imagine!! so I am trying to update but ya.
ok in geography we have to know all the countries of the world, and she showed us the video on you tube and its on the bottom of the page and it goes sooo super fast so ya its pretty intemse!
ok in Algebra 2..... its just hard! I'm on like the 3rd lesson and I'm doing ok but ya its WAY stressing!
German 2 ok this is the most exiciting so brace yourself.....we're going to germany!!!!!I know doesn't it just blow your mind away!!! aHHHH the only thing is that it costs like a million bucks!! ok jk its like 2,000 dollars, so if any of you reading my blog need a babysitter or anything, someone to file or dust or any job you need filled I would love to help!! thanks so much and have a good day!
oh P.S. to the right > there is a quote box from good reads and its pretty awesome theyre quotes that I like that I have looked at so ya.... have a good day all ya'll!!

schedule for 9th grade

I am so exited for school! I love it!! heres my schedule everyone!
1st semester
1.English 9 H-Snow
2. Geography for life H- scott
3. Theater 2- Mccomb
4.Release time-Marsh
5.German 2-Ellsworth
6.Biology H- Jensen
7. Algebra 2- Mabey
8. Mixed choir- Parker

2nd semester
1. English 9 H- snow
2. Geography for life H- Scott
3. Fitness 9- simpson
4. Release time- Marsh
5. German 2 -Ellsworth
6. Biology H- Jensen
7. Algebra 2- mabey
8.Mixed choir- parker

Girls camp and Harry potter and such

Ok first of all I just gotta say bear with me cuz I'm txting this on my Moms phone
ok so on Thursday we got back from girls camp and boy oh boy was I grateful for the shower!!! So ya I showered and then I went to annikas house and we had fun :) i helped her make dinner. Then I went to Harry potter with Erin leslie and Lauren. Haha so we were about 30 min early so Erin and leslie went to go get food. They got a liter bottle of Rootbeer and two cans of pringles. We snuck them in and ate them :)I'm so bad!!! Hehe anywAy so that movie was sooo goood!!! So today we went to the oquirrh mountain temple open house and it was so pretty in there! so then we met my moms friend Larue at chick-filay and then went to her house. So a that's my weekend of funess so far :)!!!!!!

My daddy's home!!! and my busiest summer yet!!

ok my dad has been in Alaska for like a week! he was fishing.... haha but luckily he didn't bring any fish home so ya its all good :) but ya <3 ya lots dad!!!
oh and if any of you are trying to uh txt me or call me on my phone ...... well I sorta fried the circuits haha ya it was a total accident!!! like truly I didn't mean to and I feeel WAYY bad about it so ya!
ok my summer ok here ya go!
July 13-17: Girls cap
July 20-24: Oakcrest
July 28-August 17: east coast trip (D.C., PA, Ocean city (new Jersey!)I'm so exited!!
So ya busy busy busy!!!! but I'm sooo exited!!!

Harry Connick Jr

ok if any of you have seen sleeples in seattle Harry Connick Jr sings with a wink and a smile in it. the song that is playing right now if you dont have your other music playing over it!! anyway he is extremly talented!!!I love his voice! oooh I love it!! almost as much as michael buble's voice :) so anyway cheers!!!

heres my picture!!

My new hair!!!

i got a haircut!! I got bangs and I cut my hair short so heres a pic or 2 :) <3>

up dates :)

ok lets see since lake powell theres alot I need to catch up on. lets start with Trek :)
Trek was the most amazin expeirience!! it was sooso fun!!! I had great parents! our names were the mormon's :) our motto is what would jesus do :) we are sooo origanal! it was only a day trek! and anyway when we got putinto our family's my ma and pa gave us glow in the dark CRT rings!!! we are sooo cool!!! anyway we had to have a cheer so this is how it goes we are the mormons shout hooray! we choose the right each day! (and we even glow in th dark!)
anyway that was sosoo much fun!!!
the next day ws lagoon day and it was POURING rain!!! I got soaked! I spent the whole day with my marvelous aunt and we had so much fun!!! everytime we went on wiced the rain would start coming down hard!! it hurt our faces!! anyway that was a fun day!!
then after lagoon there was a dance and I had fun at that dance it was way fun!!! I saw my friends that I have't seen since school ended 3 weeks ago :) ok well love you all :)

Lake Powell!!!

serioulsy I love lake powell!! its my home away home!!! I love it!! he first night I blew up my air mattress with a foot pump and it took me about an hour, and then I woke up in the morning and guess what?! my mattress is completly FLAT!!! ouch was I sore lol but then my dad offered to blow it up again with a battery operated pump MUCH easier let me tell you!! lol so the next day we ahd fun I wakeboarded and tubed and boating stuff we swam and it was just sooo fun!! the at night I just stared at the stars for about an hour. they were just about my tent and boy they were beautiful orgeus!! I was speechless, aI wanted to look at them all night. try it sometime. any way the next day was lots of fun I wakeboarded agina and I hurt my hand and got sunburned but it was still way fun!!!hae I said that I love lake powell? well I do!!! anyway on sunday we drove home and it was fun and I was missing lake powell. it was sooo hot!! like you wouldn't believe!!! ok well I'm done posting oh wait I just have to say that annika is in france as i type and I miss her!!! <3 ya all!!!

Taylor Swift

ok if you haven't noticed by now I have new editions to my music flow and most of them are taylor swift. I am relly loving her right now!! she is so deep and she has such a great singing voice and I can relate to her songs and ya!! so thats kinda awkward to type out loud but its how I feel!! its due to Leslie so give her a hand :)

last day of school!!!

ok first before I go into the last day of school........ I lost the election. Chris, Kendra, and Stephen won. everybody except ME won.... I know depressing!! and no offense to chris and all but HOW DID HE WIN?!?!?! well anyway I was really hoping kendra and stephen got in! they are two amazing people. truly they are. CONGRATS YOU GUYS!!!

ok last day of school! it was so fun but really sad!! I'm never gonna see the triplets again. or britain. its really sad!! well after I was done crying.... annika, chloe, and i, went to Draper Peaks. We went to astro burger, then to michaels. At michaels we just went around the store taking pictures lol. then we went to Kohls and we did the same thing except it was who could pull off the most wacky... I won :) haha then we went to ross and did the same thing but different :) haha I found a really cute dress at ross:) but I didn't get it cuz I didnt have enough money:) oh well!! well after that we went to frogurt and it was my first time... haha wow!! then we walked to annikas house
then I had a party for end of school and it was fun ;)
THE END!