mymom was a poet and i didn't even know it!

k so my mom brought some stuff up from a box she brought up from downstairs. among this was a notebook with about 10 pages of quotes. and some of them were by her. so therefor i am posting them :) love ya mom!(ps dont kill me :))


"depression slowly settles in
like a cold white snowfall
layer upon layer until the
once warm heart is hidden
in the icy flakes.
Suddenly without warnig a ray of sunshine manages to
penetrate; but the frozen
heart, temporarily thawed,
bleeds drops of sorrow
and longs to be blanketed by
the cold once again"
Nikkie (october 1989)



perfection
the ultimate goal;
reaching, stretching,
but always falling short.
nikkie



(ok this next one is by her best friend karen but I loved it therefore i am posting it)
Occasionally, we all wilt, sag and dry-
and in the end we all must die.
Death is inveitable, life is uncertain.
Laugh and cry and live and die.
Sorrow must end just as happiness
must end.
Karen (july 1989)



the call
exitement, expectation
frustration
why me?
Curiosity, confusion,
conflict
Goodbye!
anger, hope, laughter
Lingering on...
Nikkie



Him
that captivating smile
the tender look
yes or no
do what is right
temptaion, novelty, adventure
excitement
what does it all mean?
emotional seesaw
up and down
Is he worth it?
Nikkie

The ring of a phone
Is it him?
Why doesn’t he call?
Is he trying to avoid me?
Is there someone else?
the ring of a phone
Its him, he’s been out,
he misses me and
wants to see me.
he loves me, he loves me not,
a continuous circle of doubt
Nikkie



I walk alone among the crowds with
the sea of unfamiliar faces flowing past me.
I watch a seagull soar over the ocean and
with it goes my petty discontentment’s.
I look into the faces of strangers and feel
exhilarated by the realization that through them I
have finally found freedom.
Nikkie






the tender look
yes or no
do what is right
temptaion, novely, adventure
exitement
what does it all mean?
emotional seesaw
up and down
Is he worth it?
Nikkie

like i said pretty shocking well to me anyway. many hidden talents my mother has :)
P.S so hard to fiind a picture of her alone cuz she was always with my dad so this pic is in paris and ya :) love ya mom!!

Science fair.....cont....

I MADE DISTRICT FOR THE SCIENCE FAIR!!!!!! WOOT WOOT!!!! so now I get to go on :) yay

Have you ever felt completly devoid of emotion? Or past feeling? Thats how i feel now. Whenever this happens its usually because of 2 things 1. Tiredness and 2. Arguments sometimes (which means alot) this happens

Lovelies

ok if you haven't noticed, I'm a bit into paris lately :) so OUI OUI madame :) I love you guys!!! oh and summit won their game 16-6 :) we are pretty awesome!

This is a test run test test test :) :D

Science fair

I am so so so sick of science fair! I truly truly truly am! This year I did a science fair project on solar panels, and how if you use a solar panel to run your christmas lights your energy bill will go down. I also found out that if you don't want to invest in a solar panel then simply switching your christmas lights to LED christmas lights can save you about $8.93 per season of christmas lights. pretty technical I know but ya it should be great. Ok i do have to admit the only thing I hate about science fair is the stinkin report! I like the experiments but the report is torture!!! ugh! why can't this just be awesome instead of UGH! so anyway yes.

P.S. I might be posting from my phone from now on. cuz I have no more time.... becuase of my stinkin schedule!

crazy dreams

my aunt inspired this :) here are a couple of my craziest dreams

#1
I was part of this witch group getting my soul and someone was trying to kill me so I wouldn't get my soul back, then I somehow appeared among the lamanites (who looked strangly like polynesians) and they tried to throw me in a volcano (this is one of my more civil dreams)

#2
Lexie killed everyone in my family then came after me with a butcher knife

#3
I was a detective, trying to find a killer in a 3 floor house, she was killing every one in her family. her dad on the first floor, her best friend on the second, then all the sudden I was the mom and I thought I was persauding her to put the knife down, then she hugged me and stabbed me in the back (I actually felt the pressure...), then she pushed my dead body down the basement stairs. (now I'm the detective again) the basement was unfinished, and she threw the knife at me, i doged it but she ran back up the stairs. (now I'm the coroner who comes into the entry hall at the same time as a beautiful woman does) I recognize the woman as my ex fiance, who went to rehab the same time as me, we both had a alchohol problem, then a girl whos covered in blood comes and hugs her, and I find out that its her sister. then she says she has to arrest her, and I find out my ex is a cop now. and then her sister runs up to the attic. (now Im the sister/ex fiance)my ex fiance is there but i have to arrest my sister, I run up to the attic and apprehend my sister. then I talk to my ex find out hes still single and we plan a date... (thats when I woke up scared out of my mind)

#4
in the woods I found 2 bodies floating in a pool (lit a pool) full of blood. I'm the detective trying to find out who did it. me and my partner conclude that its not just the 2 womens blood but others, then we find that its the whole osmond family. I hide be hind a tree with my camera and then a light comes towards my partner (then i wake up)

ever since I started watching CSI and stuff well I have had some pretty scary dreams... haha I almost always die. but i get over it :) eventually :)

family pictures

these are my dads favorites, and i can't figure out how to download more so whatever these ones are cute. which ones your fav?

Newsies

I have just barely discovered the wonderfulness of newsies :) it is a great movie!!! i love it!! oh dear ok I am really into broadway right now! I love it alot!! can you tell?! well broadway and movies that is... ok in newsies, there is christain bale, yes he sings, and its the same director of high school musical, this is like in teh 80's. I personally like davie, and christain isn't too bad himself. Anyway its a musical, I don't know if told you that already. THe guy in While you were sleeping, the brother is in it. it amazes me how many of these people are still alive, wow and sorta young, wow wow wow anyway some of them are like my parents age..... yikes kinda scary to think about. that was like 30 years ago! I love this movie! so you should see it.
ok broadway, there is this broadway station on my radio that I listen to alot. I'm startin to really enjoy the songs from guys and dolls. its pretty awesom. the song I mean I dont even know the story or plot of the acutal play but the music is cool.

I wanna see cassidy! skip to cassidy!!!

these are my brothers words as we look at clair and cassidys blog. He has declared his love for her, and has decided that he is going to marry her...

ashton:mommy I saw the girl I'm gonna marry today
mom:who?
ashton:one of Baylie's friends...a big one!
mom: which one?
ashton: you know the big one!!!
mom: caitlin? clair? annika? cassidy-
ashton:YA cassidy :)

oh and the picture....you guessed it, its of cassidy

PS eveyone is big to him so dont take offense :)

One of my FAVORITEEST MOVIE OF ALL TIME!!

Cinderella by roger and hammersteins! I love the ballroom the singing! I just love it!

christmas

ok I forgot about christmas.... wow! ok this is what I got
-camera
-BIG thing of scrapbook stuff
-a shirt
-(all the girls)(which means sharing) polkadot flat iron
haha sorry bout forgetting!! lol love ya'll!!

ok its time for me to post again. I got my permit! last week on monday! and yesterday I was in this Brand new year thing, the new mutual theme for 2010 is..........(drumroll)

Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the Lord thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest.- 2010 mutual theme :D

the song is very great too!!
the picture up there is me and my friend chelsey! at the surprise party I threw for my friend caitlin :)
p.s.picnik rocks!

ruff ruff ruff, ruff ruff ruff, woof woof woof woof ruff!

in case you didn't know that it Jingle bells by the dogs, I was listening to it on the radio, and I thought it was kinda weird truly. ok I decided that, I am going to post pictures every single time I post. thats one of my new year goals :) it will prob be randomly connected in some odd way. I really want a cute hat that is cute. you know what I mean? I need a hat that is cute that I can wear but doesn't make me look like a boy.... so I need a hat. there are really cute ones at forever 21 but I have like a phobia of hats. I'm afraid that they will make my hair greasy? is that weird?
so anyway I love glee but its over, and as was pointed out to me it encourages homosexualism. which is just getting us used to the idea. you know what obama just did? he passed a law that says saying anything bad about a gay or lesbian is considered a hate crime and its worse than if you commit something against your family. and guess what just flew out the window? our FREEDOM OF SPEECH! if there was ever a gay or lesbian president we wouldn't be able to say anything against them. HOW COMPLETLY AND UTTERLY STUPID OF CONGRESS. I just don't know what the heck was going through their minds. how long until we are all desenitized? I wonder if Obama can get impeached because of this? you think? hmmmm mabye I should write a letter. addressed to the presdent. do you think he would read it? haha I doubt it. he probably doesnt have time since he is accepting a peace prize in norway which again HE DOESN"T DESERVE!!! wow
ok on a happier subject last night I threw a surprise party for my friend. which leads me to this. Annika came to the party, annika is one of my best friends. shes so funny and i learn something new everyday about her. the pic at the top is just me and her at a football game I think last summer,,, shes so funny!
thanks for reading!<3 baylie bee

thanks for reading :) (dont skip to the bottom)

ok I haven't posted in a while and its been sooo busy I just have NO time wow! ok so I got into the play at school, and then basket ball every single school day I dont get home til 5:45, on a good day. then I have piano and mutual and all that fun stuff. UGH UGH UGH! I just have to keep myself busy I guess. ok so I'm really bad about my contacts. I keep sleeping with them in which is super bad for my eyes. so I'm giving my eyes a break. I am wearing glasses right now. I am blind. I mean really truly blind I can't see anything! I forgot how nearsighted I am!. ok biology is so fascinating for me! I just think its so cool, to learn about cells, and the mitochandria, and DNA and RNA and wow it just blows my mind! I really really want to be a criminal phschologist. the only problem is that its as many years as medical school. so basically I have to get my PH D. you ask why I wan't to be a criminal phscho (Im shortening the name btw)? because criminals are fascinating for me. why did they break the law. what pushed them over the edge. they are so many possibilities I mean wow. Every person needs someone to be their friend and thats what I'm going to do. ok my 5 TOP jobs are....
1. Crimial Phscho
2. Linguist Specialist(CIA)
3. FBI
4. Teacher (5th grade or jr.high)
5. forensic phscho (watch bones you will understand)
haha kinda funny, apparently I really want to work for the government. haha ok anyway. Thanksgiving was great it was amazing in fact. I was kinda sad at the beginning because I was talking to my great grandma and she was so fragile, and ready to die. her skin was like tissue paper. It was sorta depressing. I dont want her to die naturally but if its what heavenly father wants then its what will happen. she is ready to go and be with my great granpa again. she's looking forward to it. I am getting really old too. I mean I'm 15 I can drive (as soon as I go get my drivers permit) I get to date in less than 10 months can you believe that? I know and the first sememster is almost done. Oh dear my life is flashing before my eyes and I am doing nothing to stop it. what am I gonna tell my children? that I just let life slip by? oh dear ok lets be more happy shall we? did you know I hardly ever even have time to read anymore? let alone get on the internet. which is probably a good thing. Ive told myself I'm going to start running again. I need to lose some weight. now don't start bugging me I know I'm not fat and I'm not going to go anorexic on you. you know what anorexia and belimia would be so horrible to go through please don't ever ever EVER do that. promise me this, you can't die before i do. let me die first... ok really I need to get off this topic of dieing.
ok so I found my CTR ring :) and i made this cute as a button new friend. her name is emma and she is probably one of the biggest blessings in my life right now. you know sometimes i feel as if school is something to escape to. some people eat, I readboooks. but sometimes school is a place to relax and stress at the same time. its a place to exercise my mind and my personality. thats another thing I don't have a personality I am like an empty shell sure there is some that is me... but I just don't feel like its truly me. I don't even know who the true me is anymore. I dont think i ever knew... you know I think that this is the longest post for a long time. I hope you read all of it otherwise you will never know what is going on in my life. ok I think boys are dumb I mean no offense to their gender but I almost wish I could go back to my 6 year old self when I believed that boys have cooties. you know it is SO pointless to date before you're 16 or even have a steady boyfriend when your 16 you know why? because boys are unpredictable but predictable at the same time. sometimes you know what their thinking and sometimes you don't. why take the time to unravel a mystery when you could be hanging out with you best friends haveing girl time? girl time right now i think is more important than boy time. now I'm not suggesting to like go and totally have a boy strike and not even talk to them no. I mean I have guy friends but they all know that I don't like anyone like that and they are courteous. and in turn I tell them what not to do when they like a girl. haha wwell thats how it goes. really though don't do it your just opening your heart for a dagger. or at least pain. snow is a truly beautiful thing. its sparkly and it comes with a fire and hot chocolate. who doesn't love that? apparently some people. I think that I need to open up to other people more. I love to give advice and help people feel better. but I dont like talking to others about my problems. infact I dont tell anyone. I mean occasionally I tell you a snippet or so of whats going on but I guess I am just someone who doesn't like my feelings to be known. thats how you get hurt. like laying yourself on the table for someone to scrutenize and judge you. NO THANKS. but truthfully this is probably the most open and honest post that Ive written for a while. I just want to keep writing. I probably shouldn't though. oh well. the tips of my fingers are freezing. you know what? friends are the light in the abyss of darkness that encumbers us. friends and the gospel. I truly believe that friends and the gospel can pull you out of almost anything. I love you guys so much. for being my friend and reading this and making a blog so that I can read it. wow you guys are incredible and beautiful, and amazing and words that I don't even know. you guys are truly something. more than anything else. and I'm not just saying that. I mean it with my whole heart and my whole soul. you know this blog post did not go as I meant it to go lol. guess what? my aunt comes home from her mission on the 20th. I'm sooooo exited! and my other aunt got married to a wonderful man. life is pain, anyone who says different is selling somthing. but guess what? its also wonderful. and happy. it gives us strength and helps us along. and thats how the savior is. he helps you up when you are down, and gives you comfort when you need it. my life is truly something with the gospel in it. I don't know where I would be without it. I thank everyone that has been apart of my life. I hope that they know that I love them and that I would do anything for them. mabye not kill myself, but mostly anything. hey and if you ever need some lifting up give me a call, or email, or facebook message, or txt or anything anytime!I love you guys more than I can say and I'm more than grateful for you. thanks for reading this extremly long post. and if you just skipped to the end you missed all the good parts :) haha well I do need to go to bed now so I am going to say good night! goodnight! :)

I cut my hair!

Birthdays are good for you. Statistics show that the people who have the most live the longest

it was my birthday on OCTOBER 25,and i had a very nice birthday! thankyou!!! thankyou to everyone who sent me a txt email, vocalness, etc i loved it!! thanks!!

Wedding and random rambles

ok so my aunt kim got married yesterday to a great guy and she is gorgeus! I love her to death! it was a fun wedding! I love it!
ok now for my random rambles.....(drumroll)
ok so I've been reading these books that are really great and their really intense and they are pretty awesome, and I found my come unto the mountain bracelet and my halloween costume is planned but its a secret so those of you I have told DONT TELL cuz its gonna be way INTENSE, so ya, and cassidy got a phone, and my birthday is in 7days, and im really exited so ya, today was really intense and really hurtful cuz well my kidneys hurt and my lower spine and my appendix so i was just aching but then i took some ibphrophen so i was all good, my new favorite show is GLEE its soo awesome, and today in seminary we bore our testimonys and I cried and annika cried and stephen cried (cuz he's a true man :)) haha I have so much more respect for stephen now, and ya it was amazing lots of people were crying so ya it was way fun so ya and ok so i was gonna say something but now I have forgotton so I will say someitnig in german, Ich Mochte kuchen I think that means i like cake but I'm not sure, my hand is getting a cramp from writing this and you are probably getting a headache from reading this, I decided that i love owl city cuz their amazing, and my friend emma is sooooo awesomely awesome so ya its so fun and ya oh I remember what i was gonna tell you..... ok so jake liked me but then he doesn't anymore, so now i found out that JOSH likes me and so now its way intense cuz he's KINDOF a jerk and i dont' really want him to like me but apparently he does, guess what he did? HE THREATENED ME WITH A SPIDER i mean come on pluhze, so it was ya crazy so ya now my head hurts making this so i should probably stop now so i am going to! oh and one more thing..... I am drownding in stress.... but ya just drowning WHY DOES HIGHSCHOOL HAVE TO BE SOOO HARD!!
bye ya'll loveya!

Alls Fair in Love War and Highschool

ok well now that I'm in highschool it is VERY vERY HARD!!! like really its like wow are you trying to swamp us? haha today is kindof an off day it was a pretty light load.
Cross country has started and I had my first meet the other day and I got 18:43 I know I know it was pretty aweseom! I have another one todayso we will see
I also tried out for the play... I made it!! my name is Billie Holder, I'm a banker!
as for love.... we will wait and see...

Young Women's :) Rose!

ok so in young womens we did this cool rose/herb class! it was way awesome!!
so first we ate rose sndwhiches, with bread and butter and a little bit of rose sugar and a rose petal in the middle, and it was way good! so that was good, and we had rose salad, and this rose drink, that actually kinda tasted like my moms perfume.... but it was good. and there were these rose truffles.... THEY WERE SOOO GOOD!!! yummy just thinking about them makes my mouth water. So we did that and then we watched margerate make this oatmeal rose facial stuff that feels really good and it really cleanses your face. then we did nail/ cuticle oil, and headache oil, and these poperei bag things and bath salt and sugared roses! It was way fun! and so now my room smells like oils and its smells good like lilacs :) so that was super fun so ya! :)

SCHOOLIO!

ok school has started and Ive been sooo busy you can't even imagine!! so I am trying to update but ya.
ok in geography we have to know all the countries of the world, and she showed us the video on you tube and its on the bottom of the page and it goes sooo super fast so ya its pretty intemse!
ok in Algebra 2..... its just hard! I'm on like the 3rd lesson and I'm doing ok but ya its WAY stressing!
German 2 ok this is the most exiciting so brace yourself.....we're going to germany!!!!!I know doesn't it just blow your mind away!!! aHHHH the only thing is that it costs like a million bucks!! ok jk its like 2,000 dollars, so if any of you reading my blog need a babysitter or anything, someone to file or dust or any job you need filled I would love to help!! thanks so much and have a good day!
oh P.S. to the right > there is a quote box from good reads and its pretty awesome theyre quotes that I like that I have looked at so ya.... have a good day all ya'll!!

schedule for 9th grade

I am so exited for school! I love it!! heres my schedule everyone!
1st semester
1.English 9 H-Snow
2. Geography for life H- scott
3. Theater 2- Mccomb
4.Release time-Marsh
5.German 2-Ellsworth
6.Biology H- Jensen
7. Algebra 2- Mabey
8. Mixed choir- Parker

2nd semester
1. English 9 H- snow
2. Geography for life H- Scott
3. Fitness 9- simpson
4. Release time- Marsh
5. German 2 -Ellsworth
6. Biology H- Jensen
7. Algebra 2- mabey
8.Mixed choir- parker

Girls camp and Harry potter and such

Ok first of all I just gotta say bear with me cuz I'm txting this on my Moms phone
ok so on Thursday we got back from girls camp and boy oh boy was I grateful for the shower!!! So ya I showered and then I went to annikas house and we had fun :) i helped her make dinner. Then I went to Harry potter with Erin leslie and Lauren. Haha so we were about 30 min early so Erin and leslie went to go get food. They got a liter bottle of Rootbeer and two cans of pringles. We snuck them in and ate them :)I'm so bad!!! Hehe anywAy so that movie was sooo goood!!! So today we went to the oquirrh mountain temple open house and it was so pretty in there! so then we met my moms friend Larue at chick-filay and then went to her house. So a that's my weekend of funess so far :)!!!!!!

My daddy's home!!! and my busiest summer yet!!

ok my dad has been in Alaska for like a week! he was fishing.... haha but luckily he didn't bring any fish home so ya its all good :) but ya <3 ya lots dad!!!
oh and if any of you are trying to uh txt me or call me on my phone ...... well I sorta fried the circuits haha ya it was a total accident!!! like truly I didn't mean to and I feeel WAYY bad about it so ya!
ok my summer ok here ya go!
July 13-17: Girls cap
July 20-24: Oakcrest
July 28-August 17: east coast trip (D.C., PA, Ocean city (new Jersey!)I'm so exited!!
So ya busy busy busy!!!! but I'm sooo exited!!!

Harry Connick Jr

ok if any of you have seen sleeples in seattle Harry Connick Jr sings with a wink and a smile in it. the song that is playing right now if you dont have your other music playing over it!! anyway he is extremly talented!!!I love his voice! oooh I love it!! almost as much as michael buble's voice :) so anyway cheers!!!

heres my picture!!

My new hair!!!

i got a haircut!! I got bangs and I cut my hair short so heres a pic or 2 :) <3>

up dates :)

ok lets see since lake powell theres alot I need to catch up on. lets start with Trek :)
Trek was the most amazin expeirience!! it was sooso fun!!! I had great parents! our names were the mormon's :) our motto is what would jesus do :) we are sooo origanal! it was only a day trek! and anyway when we got putinto our family's my ma and pa gave us glow in the dark CRT rings!!! we are sooo cool!!! anyway we had to have a cheer so this is how it goes we are the mormons shout hooray! we choose the right each day! (and we even glow in th dark!)
anyway that was sosoo much fun!!!
the next day ws lagoon day and it was POURING rain!!! I got soaked! I spent the whole day with my marvelous aunt and we had so much fun!!! everytime we went on wiced the rain would start coming down hard!! it hurt our faces!! anyway that was a fun day!!
then after lagoon there was a dance and I had fun at that dance it was way fun!!! I saw my friends that I have't seen since school ended 3 weeks ago :) ok well love you all :)

Lake Powell!!!

serioulsy I love lake powell!! its my home away home!!! I love it!! he first night I blew up my air mattress with a foot pump and it took me about an hour, and then I woke up in the morning and guess what?! my mattress is completly FLAT!!! ouch was I sore lol but then my dad offered to blow it up again with a battery operated pump MUCH easier let me tell you!! lol so the next day we ahd fun I wakeboarded and tubed and boating stuff we swam and it was just sooo fun!! the at night I just stared at the stars for about an hour. they were just about my tent and boy they were beautiful orgeus!! I was speechless, aI wanted to look at them all night. try it sometime. any way the next day was lots of fun I wakeboarded agina and I hurt my hand and got sunburned but it was still way fun!!!hae I said that I love lake powell? well I do!!! anyway on sunday we drove home and it was fun and I was missing lake powell. it was sooo hot!! like you wouldn't believe!!! ok well I'm done posting oh wait I just have to say that annika is in france as i type and I miss her!!! <3 ya all!!!

Taylor Swift

ok if you haven't noticed by now I have new editions to my music flow and most of them are taylor swift. I am relly loving her right now!! she is so deep and she has such a great singing voice and I can relate to her songs and ya!! so thats kinda awkward to type out loud but its how I feel!! its due to Leslie so give her a hand :)

last day of school!!!

ok first before I go into the last day of school........ I lost the election. Chris, Kendra, and Stephen won. everybody except ME won.... I know depressing!! and no offense to chris and all but HOW DID HE WIN?!?!?! well anyway I was really hoping kendra and stephen got in! they are two amazing people. truly they are. CONGRATS YOU GUYS!!!

ok last day of school! it was so fun but really sad!! I'm never gonna see the triplets again. or britain. its really sad!! well after I was done crying.... annika, chloe, and i, went to Draper Peaks. We went to astro burger, then to michaels. At michaels we just went around the store taking pictures lol. then we went to Kohls and we did the same thing except it was who could pull off the most wacky... I won :) haha then we went to ross and did the same thing but different :) haha I found a really cute dress at ross:) but I didn't get it cuz I didnt have enough money:) oh well!! well after that we went to frogurt and it was my first time... haha wow!! then we walked to annikas house
then I had a party for end of school and it was fun ;)
THE END!

running for president & citizenship night

i am running for student council president. I have been running for student council for 5 years now this will be my 6th so hopefully 6th time the charm :)

tonight was citizenship night and it was great! (after the nerves were gone). I got a star :) and the star said
5/26 baylie showed courage and citizenship when she decided to run for office. citizenship, moral courage
I thought that it was pretty cool that people recognized that :) it made me happy :)

SPIRIT WEEK!!! woot woot!!
monday: hat day*
Tuesday: Twin day :) (I'm twins with annika)
WEdnesday: Neon/ fav color day
Thursday: backwards day*
friday: free dress day

*- means we have to wear uniforms :) hehe

this is going to be SO MUCH FUN!!! LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

GOOD JOB KRIS!!! YAAAAY

FINALLY SOMEONE I LIKE WINS AMERICAN IDOL!!!! YAY!!! I didn't really want adam to win cuz he wears sooooo much makeup!!!!MORE THAN ME!!!! but thats ok GO KRIS!!! WOOT WOOT!!!!

BEST CROSS COUNTRY MEET EVER!!!!

ok I got 17:55 and I beat 4 girls!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh!!!!! I was soooooo exited!! today was also the BUSIEST day ever!!!
first I came home from school, then i went to the cross country meet and left right after i ran and then I changed in the FRONT SEAT in my CAR while we were DRIVING!!! lol then i went to a golf class, and then I went to piano, then I finally came home! wow!! wow

cross country meet

ok I sware I'm getting slower!!! I got 20:09!!! GRRRRR I'm not very happy!!

movies I have seen and liked.....

recently I saw bedtime stories for the first 3 times and it was a very funny movie I reccomend it to anyone!! it made me laugh really hard :D it was fun
I also saw 17 again, and I thought it was a cute movie. its definitly PG13 I fully agree with that rating.

Cross Country
for those of you who dont know... I a m on the cross country team at my school. i decided to post my scores so far. I run 2 miles every other day so yuppity
1st meet-
walked- alot
time- 19:49
2nd meet-
walked- 3 times
time- 19:12 ( we think this was a short track)
3rd meet-
walked- NONE!!!
time- 19:26 (we think its the most accurate :D)


so there you are!! have fun with everything!!

WICKED!!!

I went to WICKED!!! ahh it was so great and i loved it sooo much! it was AH-MAZING! gosh I loved it alot. (especially fiyero) and Galinda who was so funny! she made me laugh! well I wont spoil it for anyone reading this so ill blog a little later!!

P.S. today i went shopping with brittany and I got this really cute teal dress and forever 21 that was cheap! I was STUNNED!! it was awesome! wow ok

new blog!

I made a new blog! I will still post on this one. the other blog is cozyjazzcornerofbooks.blogspot.com
and it is what I will be writing about all of the books that I read. so i hope you love it! have fun!!

1 thing!

I HATE HORMONES!!!! UGH!

Disney dance!

On saturday i went to a stake dance and it was LOTS of fun! I was ariel (on land of course), cass was minnie mouse, cami was cinderella, and leslie was Alice in wonderland!! so we go to the dance and it was LOTS of fun! and I dont get asked for a dance. Just when I'm starting to become convinced that I must be defective in some way, repelling guys, someone asks me to dance. we're going to call him bob. he asked me what my name was, and so on and so forth.... and this guy was a junior in high school!!!then when I told him how old I was, he said o well I really like younger girls! CREEPY!!! then then randomly he asked me if i had a phone. so I hesitated but said yes. then he said "o mabye we can swap numbers after this". Me being totally oblivious, thought that he meant after the dance. mabye I could avoid him.... well no he was pretty much PUSHING me over to the chairs. (this whole time I was having a bad feeling...... I shouldn't of ignored it!!!) so he asked me for my number and I STUPIDLY VERY STUPIDLY gave it to him. so THEN after the dance he txted me and said "thanks for the dance?" and then I had my friend cami txt him back on my phone telling him he had the wrong number. so hopefully I am off the hook! but I was SOO scared I cannot believe that i did that!!!grrr sometimes I get so upset with myself!! ugh Oh well.

I got kissed...............by the sun 8)

ZIONS

over spring break I went to zions national park and it was so awesome!! I had so much fun!! zions is the place to go!! I am going to describe my trip with pictures and words! haha, anyway day by day! it might be a little long! love you all

Day #1: thursday (driving day)

this was a pretty uneventful day we drove with my grandpa and I finished fablehaven #4 which by the way is a very GOOD series almost better than harry potter!there wasn't much going on this day, we pretty much just drove to zions and then ate dinnner and went to bed.

Day #2: hiking emerald pools
on day 2 we hiked a hike named emerald pools! it was fun and I got some good landscape photos! I took alot! I'm not very good but I like to take the pics! here they are! oh and also there is a video.... the one is because we went and saw the horses afterthe hike, and one of the horses laughed at us... No Joke! he pulled his lip back and laughed at us! the video is my sisters representation of what the horse looked like (roll of the eyes)

Day #3: easter egg hunt, and rain rain rain...... :(

on this day we woke up and went to an easter egg hunt and it was COLD!!!!brr it was sooooo cold! then we decided that we should go on a hike, called the river walk. But when we got up there...... It was pouring buckets, like literally!! it was so cold and rainy! it was just sad! we then went to the mueseum and it was cool. there we listened to a ranger talking about the different layers in the rocks. it was cool and I thought it was pretty educational.also we went and got my dad from the St. George airport, and we went to IN-N- OUT burger!! I love that place!! its soooo good!!

Day #4: sunday

on Sunday, we took pictures, and we then went to my grandma and grandpas house where they were staying in st george and had lunch/dinner and had fun and I got in a water fight with my dad :) good times good times :) haha :) we had lots of fun!! here we go! when we got back, we went on a hike. called the pa'rus trail (pronounced paris) it was fun and also got to see Diversion Dam. (btw did you know that hoover dam has a store called the dam store? where you can buy dam tshirts and other things! lol made me laugh!!)

these pics are sometimes self explanitory but if you have any questions comment and ask me! this video is the one of girls reenacting the horse :) they were very silly! :D

this video is of Ashton. I was taking a video of him singing a song (i think that its I'm a child of god) and he thought I was taking a picture so he tried to see and well you have a pretty good view of the road behind the bus :D

this is number 89 post :)

this is just an update! I am on the cross country team and I run now ALOT! and its been good for me! I am also sick! I have a cough and stuffy nose and its not pleasent! but I think I am recovering! I think that it is just because of a BIG crying meltdown I had! too much stress does that to you sometimes :) but I'm fine now and starting a new quarter in school so I'm good!

love you all!! BTW! check the side bar! I have books that I have read!

this is number post :)

this is just an update! I am on the cross country team and I run now ALOT! and its been good for me! I am also sick! I have a cough and stuffy nose and its not pleasent! but I think I am recovering! I think that it is just because of a BIG crying meltdown I had! too much stress does that to you sometimes :) but I'm fine now and starting a new quarter in school so I'm good!
love you all!! BTW! check the side bar! I have books that I have read!

the draper temple dedication

the draper temple dedication was sooo beautiful! I loved it! I went today, and the waiting until it started was a bit of a drag, but when it started I couldn't stop listening! I loved it! I really loved president monsons talk! as soon as he came on the screen.... I knew he was a prophet of god. there is still no doubt in my mind that he is! if you have been through the draper temple then you know how beautiful it is. My favorite part was the bridal getting ready room. I am so happy that I was able to understand things that I probably wouldn't have been able to understand if I was lexi's or kelsie's age. i just want to say that a huge part of my testimony is due to the temple, its helped me through almost everything. I go in the temple and immediatly there is peace! I love going and I hope you do too!

I JUST CUT MY FREAKING HAIR OFF!!!!

I just cut my hair really short!! it is a little fluff ball of a ponytail!! its so SHORT! thats right S-H-O-R-T short!!! i am still getting used to it! there is a pic of my SHORT hair! if you ask me...... its sorta 1920's :)

OCTOBER
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

I took a quiz and this is what came up for october birth months (thats me) so you decide! do you think that I am like this?

Picture tag!

1. go to my documents/pictures.

2. go to my 6th file folder.

3. go to my 6th picture.

4. blog about it.

5. tag 6 people to do the same'

ok here we go

I tag cristine, mom, mandi, clair, cass, and jen!

nobody came! but we had a blast anyway!

on Saturday the seventh of March in the year two thousand nine, the girls basketball team had a party that I invited everyone to come to. The only people that came were amanda and ameleah, which was kindof a bummer but it was still lots of fun!!
we played mario kart and I laughed so hard I literally had tears streaming out of the corner of my eyes! it was SOOO much fun! well sorry for all you who missed it because we had STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE FRUITSNACKS, and DORITOES, and PIZZA, and ROOTBEER, and COOKIES!!! you can't forget the COOKIES!!! well love you all!
GO SUMMIT!

I just want everyone to know......

I decided that I was going to tell everyone my choir music because they are awesome!! we are singing
only hope- mandy moore (a walk to remember)
Hakuna Matata- disney (lion king)
Enchanted medley -disney
Popular- wicked
you can find the songs down at the bottom of the page! enjoy!

dance

torri kendra and zoe!

shannon and bethany

me and lauren

I totally forgot to tell you about the dance!!! well here it is! it was pretty boring overall but I did dance with 3 guys! my friend, my valentine, and as I call him my stalker!! guess who they all are lol :) mom....... you are not allowed to say anything (cuz she guessed them already)! here are some pics!!

everybody!!!

Basketball and other news.......

I am so stressed! My life is so complicated! I dont even know why!!! I cry about everything! its so horrible. I dont like crying, and yet I do it so much!! ok enough drama lets talk basketball......
When the girls varsity team played at lakeview academy we won all of our games, then when we played lakeview at summit......... we won again 67 to 6. we beat them so bad, i felt bad. our team just played in the championships, and we lost to APA again! oh well it was fun! I dont really have anything else to report!

I did go to the temple today, i went with cassidy and her mom. After we did babtisms, we went and got dinner. cassidy got a small dinner, and her mom got a little bit larger dinner, and me little old me got the more than them combines :S. I got a big cookie, soup, a baked potatoe, stawberry pie, and a roll. While I was eating all of this....... we were talking about eating healthier! so I was a little bit chastened lol so anyway I felt like a pig. but I had a good time!!! here are some pics from the lake view tournament!

its true..... I have a valentine

ok ok ok I have a valentine! :) :) :) h'es way cute and funny, and nice and well I could go on but Ill spare you!! I got him a candy gram, and I broke into like 5 lockers to find his! it was pretty funny! I didn't technacly break into them I had help from sarah and a little thing called keys! ANY way..... I haven't gotten anything yet you see because he was in the hospital from what I understand....... so anyway!
I have the most awesome best friends! I told them I hadn't gotton anything ( this is before I knew he went to the hospital) and they came over and brought me candy!! canadian, and others! it was a candy party!! now dont get me wrong.... if he doesn't end up getting me something I will be totally fine with that.
so anyway,,,, yesterday was definitly friday the 13 because it was a bumming day! I was way tired from staying up pretty late doing the candy gram and then anyway I couldn't concentrae and on top of that it was just such a bad day! except clair came and it was so much fun!
ok and also I had a basketball game against monticello and I made a shot and I made it!!! I know I cnat believe it either! we won it was 27-10. I felt kinda bad about winning because they are so nice to us...... off the court. so after the game I go to a surprise party for bethany. We're on teh way and me being the apple that I am didn't even think about bringing other clothes to change into.... so sarah and emma was changing in the car! it was actually quiete funny!! her party was fun and I had fun with helium... ( i know I lost some brain cells) and it was just fun!
so today I get up and I go swimming with cliar and cass! we went to treehouse! while clair did warmups in the pool cass and I shaved :( not in the pool obviously but in the locker rooms. then after we got out we showered and washed our hair, then we went up to the womens locker room, even though we arn't supposed to be there..... :) and it was so kool! it was like a spa! anyway we went up there to blow dry our hair. and I got some chocolate mints that were way way way good! then we went back downstairs to the kids locker room and we did our makeup and straightened our hair. then we went up to juice tree where we got some lunch! I got this yummy cream y vegtable soup and so did clair. cass tried to get chicken tortilla soup and the guy asked if she wanted sundried tomatoe, spiniach, wheat or regular tortillas, and she being as "adventurous" as alwaya got spiniach. then when the guy brought her food.... it was a chiken casidilla with a spinich tortilla! it was way good but it was also very funny!! then after that we went to cass's house and we watched you tube videos. by the way if you're looking for a good one look up david after the dentist! it is sooooo funny! anyway then I had to go home and babaysit! so its been a good weekend so far! love you!!

fun but pathetic game

today we played a basketball game against lincoln and we lost. then I stayed and I watched the boys varsity and it was way funny! (somebody) (*******) was there. He is really good!! anyway it was sorta a sad game the final score was 54-5 we won. the lincoln boys are very small and skinny and our boys and very tall and skinny sorta they are filled out while these boys were not! lol so it was pretty funny!:)

APA

We had another game today.................we lost! but thats ok :) we played APA and we've lost to them twice. but annika and I think that since they lost to us last year then they won the championship that we will win the championship. :) so its all good!! IT was SOOO EMBARRISING! our game ran late and almost the whole boys varsity team was watching the end of the game and ****** saw me all sweaty!! (btw dont ask me who ***** is cuz I'm not telling :)! )

why cant I throw up and get it over with already

I feel like I'm going to throw up but I'm not so..... anyway I wish i could just get it over with already!!Heres some new pics!Me and noelle on the way to this military thingy!

Just a funky picture

another funky picture!

<3 baylie

MONTICELLO!!! OW!

today our varsity team got beat by monticello :( and now I am REALLY hurting! one of the girls popped my whole spine! it felt good..........until now. then I got trampled when I got knocked down and had to do a stop drop and roll! ow!! well ya
I started HEALTH today (health is said with much disgust!). I have mr. simpson! ew! well anyway I'm not exited especially cuz I know people in there! well of course I do but................ well you get my gist :) <3 well I better go!!
love ya!!!

Stake dance!

I went to a stake dance last night, and I wore 3 inch heels. Not my smartest choice. haha but I didn't even end up going to my stakes dance. We think it was canceled but no one told us so we were lost for a while and then we ended up going to another stakes dance. It was sooo much fun!! I danced with 3 guys. All of them were taller than me lol and my friendish guy that I danced with said I was really tense but thats ok cuz it was my first time dancing with a guy besides my dad :) so I had lots of fun!! and a guy that I didn't know actually asked me which was pretty kool, so ya.....!!!

ZUPAS!!

hello!!! I am very happy! I just got home from Zupas with tiare brooke amelia mrshenriod and mrs walker snd mrs scott
I know lots of teachers well it was way fun and let me tell you the whole story
so we went to the jr varsity game and sadly we lost :( but we lost in overtime so it was sorta ok, then we went to zupas (btw the game was in provo so we didn't get to zupas til like 8)then I went home but it was SO much fun!!

THE STUPID REFS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just got home from a basketball game where we had some very stupid refs! they were .....UGH!!! they made me MAD!! I got the ball and was dribbling down and the ref was IN THE WAY, so I try to go around him and does he make any attempt to move? NO he just stands there! so I try to go around him and he blows the whistle (in my ear) for STEPPING ON THE LINE!!! when I didn't have hardly any room to go around him anyway! so it was a stupid ref!!

new post!

hey guys so I was a little bit crazy when I posted that last post! I am not totally swearing off boys but I just am not gonna concern myself with them. that didn't exactly come out right but I hope you get my gist!!!
I added a widget to the right under my blog followers its songs from the new years fireside and a link to the new site especially for youth. its not a efy site but you know what I mean. it has scrpiture stuff a commmit page you can subscibe to a newletter, its just way way way kool!!!