Over thinking

Sometimes I think. I just sit and think. I think about my life, and where it's going, where I've been, how my life is now, the people in my life, the people I may meet, the people I have met what I have to do for school, what I haven't done for school, what school ill be going to in the future. Etc. you get the picture. Well lately I've been thinking a lot. Mostly about the person I want to become, the person I am. This is probably brought on by watching the couples in my life (I've been thinking about marriage) watching my parents, Rick and merr, reading katelins blog, watching my friends relationships, and it finally hit me that you are who you marry. So of I want a good person? I gotta be a good person. We all know this! I feel so inadequate when looking at my future. I feel like a small ant, looking to climb a skyscraper. The only thing that keeps me going is that Christ is there helping me up. Helping me reach new heights, and I know that through him, I will always succeed and I will be able to overcome any discouragement.
This whole week has been one big discouragement. But going to seminary, and mission prep, and church have been the only thing keeping me going. They are my water stations in marathon of life! And I am so thankful for them. I am so thankful for the friends that I have who always encourage me, even though I complain. I'm so thankful for my family, who can always make me laugh. I'm thankful for the life I'm living!

Sincerely,
your thinker