We ArE tHe ChAmPiOnS!!!

WE ARE THE CHAMPIoNS!!!! and i played a litte bit and i made a steal pictures coming soon :D:D :D <# ya! though still mad at coach a bit

a couple of points

a couple things.
1. I HATE being a bench warmer and then being wrongly accused of being not there wow really?
2. i am just sweating through my eyes. NOT crying
3. anyone else kindof afraid of  the foreign exchange students?! i am :)

let me explain the whole bench warmer thing. so I had a game today and i was soooo pumped! i was making  shots before it started and i was getting excited, and then coach told me at halftime he probablywouldn't put me in. and he didn't. you wanna know why? cuz he said i missed 2 weeks of practice. I missed 1 and it was because i was sick and my mom wrote the coach a note saying that i couldn't go. the note never got deliverd apparently. But thats not the only problem. this is not the first time i have been  left out of a game. and guess what there are 2 other people who have been gone for a week or more and he NEVER made them miss a game. THis is the only season where i have actually considered quitting basketball. seriously considered it. but i decided that i wasn't a quiter. oh and my mom decided that its her problem but its not but whatever. my team stood up for me today :) well at least myfriends on the team :) anyway so tell me do you think its fair that i got benched? i think its kinda hypocritical. wow anyway thats my story. oh wait the whole sweating throughmy eyes thing. well i admit i cried after thegame today. even though we won.

bucket list

buscket list: or things i have never done that i need to do....

1. i have never been to Jamba juice
2. I have never been paintballing
3. I have never shot nor even  held an airsoft gun
4. I have only been in the mall hphoto booth things with the filmstrip that come out....once
5 i have never been on a date (butthat wont happen for another 6 months.. :))

thats all i can think of at the moment :)D :)D

Science fair:Regional :)

 good news: I won a environmental award, from the Jane Goodall Institute. its an Environmental Recognition Award, for Exellence in Environmental Research. Pretty darn Snazzy :) out of all of them i alone got this award :) please please i know you're silently applauding but here comes the bad news

Bad news:  i didn't make state

which you know i think is kindof bogus but whatever cuz I got a certificate, participation ribbon, a statue trophy of some sort, and pens. not just any pens RECYCABLE pens :) good ball point pens that WORK! and the people who went on to state got a medal, a participation ribbon, and a paper. no pens for them. therefore i am snazzy and they are just smart. hahahah but im snazzy and smart  :D:D:D so pictures of my display coming soon. i haven't gotten around to taking pictures except for on my dads phone, so ya :)

GOOD NEWS!!

I DONT HAVE STREP!!! YAY!!!!

Right now im on my way to the doctors office cuz my mom thinks i have Strep. With good cause i suppose. Yesterday i felt like all the battles of the civil war were going on inside my body. It literally hurt to move. Literally. I thought it would go away, so i went to school, ya and it got worse. I didnt want to go home cuz it is school and i had to talk to my science teacher about science fair. So i went home after that and i had a good cry and then found out i had a fever. So now my mother is convinced that i have Strep. This is why im not at school :)

Angus, thongs, and perfect snogging

ok BEST movie ever!!! its much better than the name suggests!! especially if you like to laugh, and thank your stars that your not that dramatic :) lol so ya. They ALL speak with BRITISH accents!! even the boys *sigh* wow i love boys who speak in accents :) so anyway like the best movie ever!!! lol so so so so so funny! great CHICK flick, and its a little more mature so don't bring people who wont understnad. its not mature in a bad way, but you gotta know what their talking about for it to be funny. <3 ya!!!

mymom was a poet and i didn't even know it!

k so my mom brought some stuff up from a box she brought up from downstairs. among this was a notebook with about 10 pages of quotes. and some of them were by her. so therefor i am posting them :) love ya mom!(ps dont kill me :))


"depression slowly settles in
like a cold white snowfall
layer upon layer until the
once warm heart is hidden
in the icy flakes.
Suddenly without warnig a ray of sunshine manages to
penetrate; but the frozen
heart, temporarily thawed,
bleeds drops of sorrow
and longs to be blanketed by
the cold once again"
Nikkie (october 1989)



perfection
the ultimate goal;
reaching, stretching,
but always falling short.
nikkie



(ok this next one is by her best friend karen but I loved it therefore i am posting it)
Occasionally, we all wilt, sag and dry-
and in the end we all must die.
Death is inveitable, life is uncertain.
Laugh and cry and live and die.
Sorrow must end just as happiness
must end.
Karen (july 1989)



the call
exitement, expectation
frustration
why me?
Curiosity, confusion,
conflict
Goodbye!
anger, hope, laughter
Lingering on...
Nikkie



Him
that captivating smile
the tender look
yes or no
do what is right
temptaion, novelty, adventure
excitement
what does it all mean?
emotional seesaw
up and down
Is he worth it?
Nikkie

The ring of a phone
Is it him?
Why doesn’t he call?
Is he trying to avoid me?
Is there someone else?
the ring of a phone
Its him, he’s been out,
he misses me and
wants to see me.
he loves me, he loves me not,
a continuous circle of doubt
Nikkie



I walk alone among the crowds with
the sea of unfamiliar faces flowing past me.
I watch a seagull soar over the ocean and
with it goes my petty discontentment’s.
I look into the faces of strangers and feel
exhilarated by the realization that through them I
have finally found freedom.
Nikkie






the tender look
yes or no
do what is right
temptaion, novely, adventure
exitement
what does it all mean?
emotional seesaw
up and down
Is he worth it?
Nikkie

like i said pretty shocking well to me anyway. many hidden talents my mother has :)
P.S so hard to fiind a picture of her alone cuz she was always with my dad so this pic is in paris and ya :) love ya mom!!

Science fair.....cont....

I MADE DISTRICT FOR THE SCIENCE FAIR!!!!!! WOOT WOOT!!!! so now I get to go on :) yay

Have you ever felt completly devoid of emotion? Or past feeling? Thats how i feel now. Whenever this happens its usually because of 2 things 1. Tiredness and 2. Arguments sometimes (which means alot) this happens

Lovelies

ok if you haven't noticed, I'm a bit into paris lately :) so OUI OUI madame :) I love you guys!!! oh and summit won their game 16-6 :) we are pretty awesome!

This is a test run test test test :) :D

Science fair

I am so so so sick of science fair! I truly truly truly am! This year I did a science fair project on solar panels, and how if you use a solar panel to run your christmas lights your energy bill will go down. I also found out that if you don't want to invest in a solar panel then simply switching your christmas lights to LED christmas lights can save you about $8.93 per season of christmas lights. pretty technical I know but ya it should be great. Ok i do have to admit the only thing I hate about science fair is the stinkin report! I like the experiments but the report is torture!!! ugh! why can't this just be awesome instead of UGH! so anyway yes.

P.S. I might be posting from my phone from now on. cuz I have no more time.... becuase of my stinkin schedule!

crazy dreams

my aunt inspired this :) here are a couple of my craziest dreams

#1
I was part of this witch group getting my soul and someone was trying to kill me so I wouldn't get my soul back, then I somehow appeared among the lamanites (who looked strangly like polynesians) and they tried to throw me in a volcano (this is one of my more civil dreams)

#2
Lexie killed everyone in my family then came after me with a butcher knife

#3
I was a detective, trying to find a killer in a 3 floor house, she was killing every one in her family. her dad on the first floor, her best friend on the second, then all the sudden I was the mom and I thought I was persauding her to put the knife down, then she hugged me and stabbed me in the back (I actually felt the pressure...), then she pushed my dead body down the basement stairs. (now I'm the detective again) the basement was unfinished, and she threw the knife at me, i doged it but she ran back up the stairs. (now I'm the coroner who comes into the entry hall at the same time as a beautiful woman does) I recognize the woman as my ex fiance, who went to rehab the same time as me, we both had a alchohol problem, then a girl whos covered in blood comes and hugs her, and I find out that its her sister. then she says she has to arrest her, and I find out my ex is a cop now. and then her sister runs up to the attic. (now Im the sister/ex fiance)my ex fiance is there but i have to arrest my sister, I run up to the attic and apprehend my sister. then I talk to my ex find out hes still single and we plan a date... (thats when I woke up scared out of my mind)

#4
in the woods I found 2 bodies floating in a pool (lit a pool) full of blood. I'm the detective trying to find out who did it. me and my partner conclude that its not just the 2 womens blood but others, then we find that its the whole osmond family. I hide be hind a tree with my camera and then a light comes towards my partner (then i wake up)

ever since I started watching CSI and stuff well I have had some pretty scary dreams... haha I almost always die. but i get over it :) eventually :)

family pictures

these are my dads favorites, and i can't figure out how to download more so whatever these ones are cute. which ones your fav?

Newsies

I have just barely discovered the wonderfulness of newsies :) it is a great movie!!! i love it!! oh dear ok I am really into broadway right now! I love it alot!! can you tell?! well broadway and movies that is... ok in newsies, there is christain bale, yes he sings, and its the same director of high school musical, this is like in teh 80's. I personally like davie, and christain isn't too bad himself. Anyway its a musical, I don't know if told you that already. THe guy in While you were sleeping, the brother is in it. it amazes me how many of these people are still alive, wow and sorta young, wow wow wow anyway some of them are like my parents age..... yikes kinda scary to think about. that was like 30 years ago! I love this movie! so you should see it.
ok broadway, there is this broadway station on my radio that I listen to alot. I'm startin to really enjoy the songs from guys and dolls. its pretty awesom. the song I mean I dont even know the story or plot of the acutal play but the music is cool.

I wanna see cassidy! skip to cassidy!!!

these are my brothers words as we look at clair and cassidys blog. He has declared his love for her, and has decided that he is going to marry her...

ashton:mommy I saw the girl I'm gonna marry today
mom:who?
ashton:one of Baylie's friends...a big one!
mom: which one?
ashton: you know the big one!!!
mom: caitlin? clair? annika? cassidy-
ashton:YA cassidy :)

oh and the picture....you guessed it, its of cassidy

PS eveyone is big to him so dont take offense :)

One of my FAVORITEEST MOVIE OF ALL TIME!!

Cinderella by roger and hammersteins! I love the ballroom the singing! I just love it!

christmas

ok I forgot about christmas.... wow! ok this is what I got
-camera
-BIG thing of scrapbook stuff
-a shirt
-(all the girls)(which means sharing) polkadot flat iron
haha sorry bout forgetting!! lol love ya'll!!

ok its time for me to post again. I got my permit! last week on monday! and yesterday I was in this Brand new year thing, the new mutual theme for 2010 is..........(drumroll)

Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the Lord thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest.- 2010 mutual theme :D

the song is very great too!!
the picture up there is me and my friend chelsey! at the surprise party I threw for my friend caitlin :)
p.s.picnik rocks!